Sunday, September 12, 2010

My Love Affair for Haiti......

Our adventure has begun and will take 'flight" this Friday morning quite literally.
to all those in blog land my story begins back in January when an Earthquake hit an already devastated and impoverished country... Haiti. I knew of Haiti's history of bad luck before the earthquake. but that day the lord put some kinda fire in my heart and my spirit wasn't gonna rest until i was following him to where he was leading. I actually had a very loud conversation with god and it went something like this... "what, Lord, you want this Lil stay at home mother of 4 just to hop a plane and leave my family to go where?" "what are you crazy? what could I possibly have to give? and all the preparation and the expense and sense of safety".
but the more i questioned and watched the news the more the lord spoke and poked and prodded at my heart and soul. Now that i was over the initial shock of gods work for me. I was excited. I wanted to share my excitement with my family and friends. let me just say this... not everyone was as excited as me. but lucky for me I've never been one to back down on something just because its not socially acceptable.
"now whats next Lord' i asked.... ahhhh a passport. yikes.,... those are pricey. but i was blessed and was given passport money for my bday in Feb.
I then got a call from a good friend who is equally in-love with Haiti and she asked if i was interested in going with them (a team from our church) that march! whats so cool was that was the first she really knew of my passion. God again just poking at my heart again.
well i got on board, unfortunately that trip was put on hold. I was devastated.... because "no lord, I said, you put this on me, you sent this trip to me, this is what you wanted me to do" I cried.and i have my passport and I started learning Creole!
well things happen for a reason. A wise lady said that God is in control and i need to have faith. That god has something in store. that he is opening up doors for something. Faith I thought... is that the lesson I'm suppose to learn.?
That was March.... somewhere in June I believe i got an email about a team being put together for another mission trip to Sonlight Christian academy in Port Au Pa ix Haiti in Sept. I didn't even think i jumped! sign me up. Now the cool thing about this....The Wise woman i told you about ....she was right.Something amazing happened... My husband jumped on board. and said he wanted to share in this adventure and experience that "fire" i had. He wanted to go where he was called.
The lord blessed me for my faithfulness in some very trying times since the first trip was postponed.... what a lot of people don't know was that my marriage was almost over. I believe God has used this experience to serve in Haiti as a way to teach me faithfulness. I believe that I was not able to go on the first trip because god merely just planted that seed that there is a need there to show gods love. I believe he was waiting so that my husband and I can go together and get a good Ole dose of reality. We leave for Haiti this Friday. Sept. 17 and I cant be more happier to be sharing this trip with my husband and good friends.I believe that through the people we are gonna cross in Haiti Im gonna find out what really matters in life. I believe that im gonna find a new love in my husband and that the faithful are rewarded.
I started out with a mindset back in Jan... that I was going to save Haiti. :) but what God is showing me everyday.... That Haiti is gonna save me.

Wednesday, September 1, 2010

HELP...

Hello can anyone hear me? Checking Checking ONE TWO THREE?
I need help blog land. I need a blog makeover... WHo wants to help me? please any takers?
I will fill you with great company and lots of coffee as my bribe for coming and helping.
come on... you all know you want to come by and help me revamp this blog.... because I have no clue where to begin or end.
very mucho thanks,
-this really messy mama

Thursday, May 13, 2010

Oops. forgot the After Pic....




Also I will be linking up to.... http://asoftplace.net/
Ahhh.... A sense of accomplishment and pride in a project well done as a team with my Hubby and his trusty drill. Thank you honey for putting up with all my trash to treasure adventures.





I have had this space in my Great Room between two huge windows that has just been a pain to decorate or do anything with. I have been collecting these old frames for a year (and seeing so many framed projects in blog land) and finally finding the last one in my daughters room. I love birds... everything birds... my husband and close friends laugh at me and call me the cookcoo lady... but anyways i don't care. so I found these awesome birds at cracker barrel after Christmas (yes, they are huge ornaments) for 75% off. so I bought them all. Another fav. of mine is Anthropology..... so I took myself and a friend to my not so local store and found these 3 cabinet knobs there at yes.... 75% off! Finally some spray paint to a few frames... that I purchased at my all time local favorite shop.... HOME SWEET HOME (on Middlebranch, for y'all locals. Tell Susan the sweet owner that Lauren sent you and blogged her shop... yes brownie points) and some ribbon and my Hot handy man (no gals I don't rent him out.) and Finally my Great Room eyesore of wall is beautiful and loved.


PS... I really stink at uploading and arranging my blog page... so I apologize for the length, just keep scrolling down and you will find all the pics... sorry.



























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Remember Me.... lol

yeah I know its been almost a whole year since my last blog update.... OOPS! its been a long year for sure. With that said... I finally finished a project that I have been collecting pieces for and with the help of my hubster.... It got done. so with much ado Im gonna upload the pics so you can share with me in my feeling of accomplishment. One project down.... a million more to go.

Monday, June 1, 2009

Just another Manic Monday!

Happy Monday! Im ready to show you my finished project window hanging thingy that i posted pic of Friday but first i wanted to show you that even I have and know how to work a glue gun.... Meet Tiny Tim.... and yes my lil glue gun has a name! simple lampshade i had with leftover accent ribbon and chandalier crystal (hard to see in pic,,, sorry) but anyhoo I heated up Tiny Tim and clued that ribbon right on.
Taa Daa!!! After Pic.......
Here is my new and revamped Old window message station. My hubby taught me how to use the drill last night... Oh watch out I'm armed and loaded now! as you can see i updated the paint color to a Taupe color, added Chalkboard contact paper to the panes of glass i wanted.... I added some cute goodwill pedestal bowls to the holes Mr. Brad put in for flower pots.... staple gunned some hanging ribbon in Chocolate brown and a pattern that corridinates. as you can see i clipped clothes pins decorated with ribbon and chip board so that we can clip bills, school papers, notes, etc... up to the board. and yes this is the lamp you saw the quick update to the shade above. I plan on using the bowls for chalk and such... the moss ball i made myself and i have them everywhere in my house along with the cool numbers.... my oldest daughter's friend was here last evening and she was like "mrs. Lauren whats with all the numbers around the house? It's like they are following me or something, everywhere I turn there is another number..." HAHAHA I could only think about when Eve said that was.... the episode of sesame street where the numbers chased the monster! anyone remember that one? LOL
so anyways here is my finished message station. Thank you Susan for the awesome window. and i think i should give you some Waverly Curtains in exchange and to show my gratitude (note the chalkboard word in my pic) Have a great Manic Monday and to show Im a Manic Monday type person Im off to see The Duggar Family from TLC at my church tonight. yes Im a crazy person!

Friday, May 29, 2009

man im feeling Imperfect today


my new centerpiece for a really boring area above my entertainment center. i took a wire basket thingy, old mail, some moss balls and tied it all up with vintage measuring tape (which i got free from a sweet old man at a yard sale... the perks of smiling at the elderly)... and ouilla!
Imperfection couldnt be lovelier.... thanks nester for the quote.